Tuesday, July 26, 2016

Holiday


On the road to Potchefstroom

It's been almost two months since I got back from this holiday.

But I miss all these people and places. I would love to go back.

My Chelsea Bun


This holiday was just what I needed. Being all alone, driving somewhere alone. Being (almost) completely independent.

One day i will be driving my very own car and having the time of my life.

An absolutely, amazingly, stunning gorgoeous, lovely cousin!


Not grinding, but living life to the fullest.

Thursday, July 21, 2016

Love

I recently split up with someone who used to consume most of my spare time.
I knew it was over, he just went quiet.

Its been three weeks now and I still wish I could come back home and cuddle up into his arms.

But I realize the faults of our relationship. The way he used to speak to me, and the little things he did that made me feel sad.

I remember the good parts, I want to reply to the text he sent me the other day. I want to. But I know it's time to move forward. This up and down shit does nothing for me, it's really destructive. I wish things could have been different.

The thing is he's Muslim and I'm Christian. Our beliefs contradict, he sometimes sees women as nothing. I don't like that. How can I be with someone that tells me to go upstairs when there are other men around.

I am my own person. Very bold person... and I can't be controlled.

I look forward to meeting the person that I will be with for a very long time.